You are the reason why I drink. Now I understand alcoholics. Being drunk and forgetting everything is so much better than being sober and remembering every tear at my heart.
I don’t have the physical strength to fight anymore. I don’t have the mental strength to believe anymore. I don’t have the emotional strength to love anymore. You hate me. And I have accepted that. So the only thing I ask is that you stop reminding me.
Yeah, mom. I am a useless piece of shit. My brothers right. I am a selfish bitch. Dads right too. I am an idiot. Sorry.
Knowing that my boyfriend is going to be following me around like a lost fucking puppy tonight is really getting annoying. Like its just not gonna be a good time.
